Hands. Ancient pictographs
imprinted on the wall of a rock shelter, twelve miles due
east of Esalen in the rugged Santa Lucia Mountains. These
hands"signs-manual" Robinson Jeffers calls
themspeak to us across an abyss of time. They proclaim
that once, countless generations before us, other humans dwelt
upon this land, "in the beautiful country."
These mysterious
hands, with their long, flame-like fingers, were left by Esselen
Indians nearly 4000 years ago. The people who produced these
images probably dipped their fingertips into a lime mixture,
pressed them against the rock wall, then filled in the remainder
of the hands with vertical lines. Today we might call these
images "rock art." Most California tribes had no
word for art. Everything they did was art.
Anthropologists speculate
that these hands were part of a ceremonial ritual, perhaps
a coming-of-age rite. We will never be certain, we can only
guess.
These hands touch something within us. They seem alive. Like
Jeffers, we search for their message. Are they reaching upward?
Outward? Are they praying? In the simple act of pressing,
were the human hands that created these images making this
simple declaration: "We are here"?
The Esselen Indians
are the Native American people whose homeland once encompassed
about 750 square miles of the Ventana Wilderness, including
the land that the Esalen Institute now sits upon. They are
the original tribe from whom the modern Esalen clanthe
worldwide family who in some way look to Esalen as "homeland"takes
its name.
The name Esselen
most probably derives from a tribal location known as Exselen,
"the rock," which is in turn derived from the phrase
Xue elo xonia eune, "I come from the rock." Like
the picto-graphs on a rock wall that today proclaim their
ancient existence, the Esselen people came from the rock.
As imagined by Jeffers,
the hands say: Here were a people who recognized that they
were merely transitory custodians of this heart-stirring land,
that they, and all the succeeding generations who dwelt here,
would enjoy but a brief season before the Wheel of Life rolled
unalterably on.
What is their message
to us today? Who were these native people whom we have "supplanted"
upon this land? What, if anything, do we share with the Esselen
besides the immutable certainty that, like them, we will one
day be supplanted as caretakers of the sacred land?
Little is actually
known of the Esselen, but anthropologists and historians have
drawn a number of conclusions. The Esselen presence in Central
California dates back 10,000 years. Evidence suggests that
they were drawn here by the hot springs, which were used for
healing (the Esselen word for the springs was believed to
mean "the god in the waters"). They were a short,
stocky people, with dark hair and eyes. Light-skinned at birth,
they were reputed to turn a dull black from so much time in
the sun. The men had facial hair.
The Esselen seem
to have been a peaceful people, for there is no evidence of
their ever having engaged in major warfare. Traders and sharers,
they bartered acorns, fish, salt, baskets, hides and pelts,
shells and beads. Their diet consisted primarily of acorns,
which they cooked into a mush or baked as bread. From the
Pacific, they caught and gathered fish, abalone, and mussels.
And from the sloping, grassy Big Sur hills, they hunted the
deer.
The deer. Their kinship
with the deer symbolized their relationship with the entire
natural world. The deer was a brother spirit. For the men,
hunting was a religious activity, and for two or three days
preceding a hunt they would purify themselves in a sweat lodge,
abstain from sex, meat, and salt, and generally fast. If during
this time they needed nourishment, they ate only what the
deer ategrasses and berries. Then, they waited for a
favorable vision to "invite" them to hunt.
Believing that they
were one and the same spirit with the deer, they often chewed
a native tobacco, a strong hallucinogenic, in order to "get
the deer drunk." Then, with bow and arrow, they would
hunt the deer not as conquerors but as brothers. After the
hunt, during the skinning of the deer, should anyone become
impatient or angry, they paused and rested so as not to offend
"the Spirit of Deer." In this, as in all that they
did, the Esselen were a part of, not apart from, Nature.
They had the capacity
to listen to and learn from all things. They saw that everything
was alivethe redwood trees, the forest trails, the breeze,
the ocean, the rocks, moon, and starsand everything
had power, memory, intelligence, and history. Accordingly,
they named everything they saw: trees, boulders, landmarks,
the trails they traveled. They would even give separate names
to different sections of a trail if they sensed a change in
its energy.
For the Esselen,
the spirit world and the physical world were inseparable.
Similarly, their waking and dreaming states were equally alive
and real. Songs were alive, entering a person like an animal
spirit. Dance was alive, a form of prayer with the body.
Shamans were the
intermediaries to the spirit world and to subtler levels of
reality. The shamans could be either men or women. The women
were practiced and wise in the ways of healing with herbs
and plants. For a plants healing power to be effective,
it was necessary that a woman have a deep connection with
that plant. In the same way, if a plant was harvested without
reverence, its healing potential would be compromised.
The tribal elders
were deeply honored. The Esselen believed that in order to
live a long life one must have a good relation to the spirit
world. The elders were regarded as a reservoir of tribal myths,
plant and animal lore, the cycle of songs and dances, the
names and customs of foreign tribes, and the location and
spiritual power of all of the sacred places in the territory.
The tribal totem was the owl, which they believed to be "the
Spirit of the Ancestors."
For the Esselen, the well-being of the
tribeand, by extension, the well-being of the natural
world from which they felt inseparablewas considered the
highest good. At the same time they practiced an unconditional
inclusivity that allowed room for every member of the tribe,
no matter how divergent. While all activities were directed
toward the communitys welfare, they excluded no one for
they believed that each individual held a piece of the truth.
The earliest written
accounts of the Esselen come from what was probably their
first contact with Europeans in 1602, when Spanish sea captain
Sebastian Vizcaino sailed into Monterey Bay. Vizcaino wrote
of the Esselen: "They seem to be gentle and peaceful
people..." According to Fray Antonio de la Ascencion,
who accompanied Vizcaino: "The port is all surrounded
with...affable Indians, good natives and well-disposed, who
like to give what they have...They go naked at this port."
As the Spanish presence
in Central California increased, the Native American population
slowly dwindled. Numbering about 1200 at their peak, the Esselen
were commonly thought to have been missionized out of existence
near the close of the eighteenth century by the Spanish colonizers
and priests who pressed them into indentured service and introduced
diseases against which the Esselen had no immunity.
More recent evidence
indicates, however, that some Esselen escaped the missions,
retreating into the rugged interior mountains and surviving
thereafter by denying their Indian heritage. Today there are
no full-blooded Esselen remaining; estimates of their descendants
vary from about 80 people to the approximately 350 members
enrolled in Esselen Nation (according to the Esselen Nation
Tribal Council).
Esselen artifactsarrowheads,
Stone Age tools, abalone shellscan still occasionally
be found at Esalen (carbon dating reveals them to be as old
as 4,630 years). The rich soil of the Esalen garden sits upon
a 4000-year-old Esselen shell mound. The Esalen Meditation
Center sits where the Esselen are believed to have had their
sweat lodge. At every turn, one hears ancient whispers, reminders
of the indigenous people whom we, with our "cleverer
hands" (in Jefferss words), have supplanted.
Following this thread,
perhaps it is not far-fetched to imagine that the Esselen
hands also survive today, reincarnated into a parallel 21st-century
world as the hands of Esalen massage practitioners whose work
unifies body, mind, and spirit.
Here at Esalen, in
our attempts to create meaningful ritualsymbolic ceremonies
to mark our days, to deepen our sense of connection with the
earth, the heavens, and all of the living beings with whom
we are inextricably interwovenwe, "the supplanters,"
have often borrowed from Native American traditions: the talking
stick, the sweat lodge, the fire circle, the drum, the rattle.
We long for the unstrained unity, belonging, and reverence
that we imagine our predecessors possessed. We labor to effortlessly
embrace a feeling of oneness with the world. In this regard,
our own cultural heritage of meaningful ritual seems like
a well run dry.
Today, one can drink
of the Esselen tradition fromironicallytheir web
site. On it they spell out, at length, their message, a credo
in which they honor the traditional values of their forebears:
Respect. Reverence. Generosity. Community. Family. The Esselen
hands that once marked a cave wall for all posterity now apply
the keyboard as a tool to leave their message, no longer in
pictographs but in words.
We, too, apply our
hands to the keyboard to leave our message. In so doing, do
we know what are our hands saying? Are we reaching outward?
Are we praying? Perhaps, in the simple act of typing, our
hands, like the Esselen hands, are making this simple declaration:
"We are here."